with the end of As coming, i can't help but think of the results in a few months time. the flashbacks from almost 2 yrs ago. the words said, the emotions felt. it took me so long to come to terms not with the results, but the aftermath of it all.

i remember telling raymond one of the nights that we were studying. how it was like to be ________. and how long it took me to come to terms with alot of things. and even when i think i'm immune to it all. a moment of weakness just makes it all too real again.

on another note. lao shi rang me up before As and told me about this design competition. asked me to take part :p haha. i'm considering. but need to construct the whole thing from scratch. and my sewing skills leaves much to be desired. grumbles. and i don't have a a mannequin. anyone know where i can get one?

i miss my krist baby ): it was so fun giggling and bouncing about with her today. pouts. i can't wait for the project to start. meeheehee.

: a love to last :: renee olstead :